FRIENDS .
Q : are friends important in your life ?
A : Yes , of course . Very much ,
Q : do you always swap stories among your friends ?
A : always .
Q : between friends and your boyfriend , which one would you choose ?
A : err.. friends maybe ? (damn , it's hard to pick ! )
Q : if you saw your BF was hanging out together with your bestfriend , what would you do ?
A : just nothing , maybe they're planning something for me .. (yeah , right )
Q : if your ex is dating your bestfriend , you will feel..
A : just coool ~ he's my ex anywayy .
Q : do you love your friends ?
A : Of course !
look , yes maybe some of you , ( mostly girls perhaps ) is hoping that they could really trust their friends in everything . i mean EVERYTHING . but please girls , this is not your fantasy land or what-so-ever . so wake up ! not everyone in the world you can depend on them . they are some who likes to tell bad things about you , backstab you ,lie to you , betray you . knowing this would crush your heart , but it's the truth dear .
well let me get you straight to the point . i was talking about friends here was because now i've seperated from my friends that SPM is all over . i's funny when i was thinking it back . everybody was starting to get moody , and touching , feeling outcasted . almost everyone felt that . including me . when school is starting to end , we tried to get all of our friends' attention . because that's not much time together anymore . as if for me , it's hard when your bestfriend is started to change to become someone that you don't know anymore . she had become a stranger to me . i cried because of her , many times . but only she didn't know . when everyone else is talking about you , my heart become so lonely and touched , she used to be my bestfriend , but now ? well , it's too late to confront her . let me keep this sad feeling of mine alone . if i cried , i will cry alone . no more her being my crying shoulder . well , sometimes , i feel even bad when i felt like i was used . i mean like , when she was alone , i would be the one that accompanied her . but she never knows when i felt lonely , never know when i cried because of her . she's just not being there for me . this one time , something came up in my mind . ' i've lost my best friend' .
so , please appreciate your friends . these kind of friends thought me to become more heartless , not depending on anyone because i would be thinking that they'll just break my heart . trust me , i felt my heart broke many times that it's hard to give my hert away anymore .
